Differences Between Mercenaries 2

Now I think I'm really resigned. Ele
are the usual boring writing about how everything sucks but there it is.
Everything sucks.
I can no longer find meaning or purpose in what they are.
I see all around me from faraway countries and to make a living, I see my little friends (and I say what I understand to be painful) of 80-77-72 kg scented out and happy that the girls pick up files watching, admire and appreciate them for their smiling eyes and their joy and companionship.
I see my parents that their bankruptcies are still together after all.
I see people pass me on the side and not even realize that I come up against him. And in all this
I see myself - or I do not see it, perhaps it is on the proper - and sad every single day that passes more intent to stick masks on forms .. one for the job, with friends, a family, weighing between die !
I just want to be normal and smiling, so I shine, so I can do something!
I want to start like them, I want to fall in love like them! And I want to be a free girl!

But no, I can not, burst from the desire to love someone, but do not know how to do it, do not want to waste and nobody wants me.
For this, I'm sure there are no excuses.
I have no reason to smile.
I feel terribly alone and seek refuge on line is even worse, as usual risk of "affection" to people who do not exist in my real world and the loneliness pushes even more ...
I pay by myself to this!
But I do not know go out .. I do not even remember as I was before .. I just know that crying is a habit and now my soul is always painful. If so

Tender Quick In Canada

bordering on the ridiculous

nice to live in a family of dumb shits.
Who feel so close that they do not pass the air.
Fuck you assholes, no you got a fuck me or this world goes on without you.

With love your daughter like shit.

Tap

Heat Causes Me Joint Pain

heaven help me. In requiem

ridicule my life.
Enough with the food I decided.
Although this is the last of my problems.
begin this at least.
After that I am committed to permanently disappear from the face of the earth, perhaps barbiturates or maybe I choke on its own! why not ..
Although not disappear no one would notice, no calls, no hypothetical class dinner for me, no call .. I live by Internet users from 2 weeks and I am also fond of going to hell .. but failed Elena!! you suck eclipsed.

Freeze Off Warts On Lips

For a couple of weeks it seemed my life, I seemed to cheer.
I found a job. I
is a beautiful study graphics, I've got working for three weeks and besides the well-served.
Thanks thanks a lot ... 12 hours a day for a good fucking thing.
Well ... unemployed again. (
Pure food seemed to have inserted normally in my daily tram tram .. ate KLC 300 per day, no more vomit and I was pretty good.

I was.

Now that everything is once again a mess and the money I gripping the throat, my desire to disappear is allocated to a thousand.
crazy how I feel disgusted to see me a week ago semi \\ serene and now the usual vomit-food waste time.

will ever learn to live with myself?!
I think not.

The situation Relationship is zero.
The punk that made me break my heart and I died with him.
No more concerts, no more messages, will never see a ridge multicolored placid stroll through the center, nor his crooked smile.
The thing that annoyed me most is that now I really feel more alone than ever, and I do well to think otherwise, selfish selfish selfish!

I'm not even come to say goodbye decently in public, but that alone .. pathetic. The emptiness fills my
these days, fill my body too I say!

still beating?!
No I do not think ..

"Once people were convinced that someone died when a raven carried his soul to the land of the dead.
But sometimes things happened so horrible, sad and painful that the soul could not rest well at times, but only sometimes, the crow will set back the soul because rimettesse things right. "
always told me this scene and now more than ever I hope that it will be.
How the hell can rest in peace, after which the dregs of society has poisoned shit?!
But still I wonder, how to split a stupid hole for happiness??!
And yet anger.



"No, I will kill you! I want to tell those bastards who will lead them to death visit ... "tonight

Vendetta
Regret

Fear is a strong feeling of not being able to do anything! can not change things or improve them, a puppet Elenoire disgusting, filthy a puppet.





And all I

risfugge hand, the "friends" are always a time of spring flowers in their jeans 46-48 living carefree fall in love and I'm watching as always.
like looking at a tomb which was raised in my body and my heart.
As I look at a photo stolen from a drawer of a strange guy ..
As I look at myself every day and make myself more and more disgusting.

Another extended absence will be the youngest of all my ills.

Kiss M. on the cold stone that you remember.