Thursday, September 9, 2010

Treadmill First Floor

Indents

'm finally back home "my" and I finished the summer work.
The return was not easy .. For three days I have cleaned my room all I saw all the episodes including this winter but what hurt me most were the T-shirts, shorts, suits ... all small to my eyes today, not to mention my legs now ..
It must be said that with the thousand things I do daily, I make a nice breakfast and then did not touch food until evening, when I relax and sleep .. at least that I can do it a little.

The situation in September is not the best: (but so are things that I already knew)

Jobs found none _
ricevute_ even proposed a curriculum around that
probably will end up in cesso_ a hundred pounds
persi_ perhaps a

Since I came back I never heard him .
Although it is a funny thing happened I have to admit:)
I was moving around in the car in the morning, dressed in strict black glasses well placed in the face ... when I see him cross the strda .. (hem.. I was a bit distracted) and the time invested!
Damn I did ...
vanished, like his posts full of verbs in the future .. bullshit, bullshit as always!
I do not want to see, review, Rivoli, I do not want nothing at all.

What I want now is to find a job, enjoy the winter and disappear in the soft sweaters of the past.




Friday, September 3, 2010

Earthquake 400txamplifiers

Sanguedallamiagola

I apologize if girls do not answer .. forgive me, for me it's always a great joy to read all your post and comment but this last week of work is destroying me.
promise to reappear soon ..


I spend my few free hours to eat like a maniac and throw up everything after.
Just this morning I turned all the pizza by the slice, six shops gulping down two slices to shop .. and then, well I threw up the soul .. so much that blood came out of my mouth, the taste was sweet, very unique, I still hurt, and even more me I am disgusting .. WHAT is happening to me?! WHAT TO EAT ALL THIS
And vomiting?!
not for me, I do not ever, in this week are really exhausted, and vomiting also eat the entrails ... and still not happy after I eat and vomit again .. I do not know do not really know what to do.
But what have I become?
least before I was sure to be a able to keep my mouth shut.
But now I know .. just throw up and suffer for what I do.
I want to go home, I feel good at least for a day.
But where is this happy boy?
tremble too much and die from this burning hell.
What I've become ..

What I've become ?.... here perhaps I recognize myself a little here ..