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but possible in my new blog .. even a little voice .. (

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Sometimes they come back.

And to not recognize nor in blog, or another, did not really price.

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If someone wanted to, could, trying ..

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THIS BLOG E ' finally closed.

Goodbye girl.

Be strong for me.



With so much love in your heart, your
Lenoire

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Why have you forsaken me? The sad reality


It' s 'one thing I can think of now ...
so, why have you forsaken me?
You left me in the middle ..
DEFORMATION AND UNFINISHED.
uncrowded most of my frantic thoughts, much less have my moments of lucidity .. you just left a big hole, with your bitter enemy is not filled.
you want it, here with me, because belonging to you I have nothing.

I have none, I miss you, your insults, your applause, I miss everything ..
The frenzy has taken away what made me feel strong, which made me feel alive .. and I'll want it with my whole being.

Do not abandon me too please.

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Now I think I'm really resigned. Ele
are the usual boring writing about how everything sucks but there it is.
Everything sucks.
I can no longer find meaning or purpose in what they are.
I see all around me from faraway countries and to make a living, I see my little friends (and I say what I understand to be painful) of 80-77-72 kg scented out and happy that the girls pick up files watching, admire and appreciate them for their smiling eyes and their joy and companionship.
I see my parents that their bankruptcies are still together after all.
I see people pass me on the side and not even realize that I come up against him. And in all this
I see myself - or I do not see it, perhaps it is on the proper - and sad every single day that passes more intent to stick masks on forms .. one for the job, with friends, a family, weighing between die !
I just want to be normal and smiling, so I shine, so I can do something!
I want to start like them, I want to fall in love like them! And I want to be a free girl!

But no, I can not, burst from the desire to love someone, but do not know how to do it, do not want to waste and nobody wants me.
For this, I'm sure there are no excuses.
I have no reason to smile.
I feel terribly alone and seek refuge on line is even worse, as usual risk of "affection" to people who do not exist in my real world and the loneliness pushes even more ...
I pay by myself to this!
But I do not know go out .. I do not even remember as I was before .. I just know that crying is a habit and now my soul is always painful. If so

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bordering on the ridiculous

nice to live in a family of dumb shits.
Who feel so close that they do not pass the air.
Fuck you assholes, no you got a fuck me or this world goes on without you.

With love your daughter like shit.

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heaven help me. In requiem

ridicule my life.
Enough with the food I decided.
Although this is the last of my problems.
begin this at least.
After that I am committed to permanently disappear from the face of the earth, perhaps barbiturates or maybe I choke on its own! why not ..
Although not disappear no one would notice, no calls, no hypothetical class dinner for me, no call .. I live by Internet users from 2 weeks and I am also fond of going to hell .. but failed Elena!! you suck eclipsed.

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For a couple of weeks it seemed my life, I seemed to cheer.
I found a job. I
is a beautiful study graphics, I've got working for three weeks and besides the well-served.
Thanks thanks a lot ... 12 hours a day for a good fucking thing.
Well ... unemployed again. (
Pure food seemed to have inserted normally in my daily tram tram .. ate KLC 300 per day, no more vomit and I was pretty good.

I was.

Now that everything is once again a mess and the money I gripping the throat, my desire to disappear is allocated to a thousand.
crazy how I feel disgusted to see me a week ago semi \\ serene and now the usual vomit-food waste time.

will ever learn to live with myself?!
I think not.

The situation Relationship is zero.
The punk that made me break my heart and I died with him.
No more concerts, no more messages, will never see a ridge multicolored placid stroll through the center, nor his crooked smile.
The thing that annoyed me most is that now I really feel more alone than ever, and I do well to think otherwise, selfish selfish selfish!

I'm not even come to say goodbye decently in public, but that alone .. pathetic. The emptiness fills my
these days, fill my body too I say!

still beating?!
No I do not think ..

"Once people were convinced that someone died when a raven carried his soul to the land of the dead.
But sometimes things happened so horrible, sad and painful that the soul could not rest well at times, but only sometimes, the crow will set back the soul because rimettesse things right. "
always told me this scene and now more than ever I hope that it will be.
How the hell can rest in peace, after which the dregs of society has poisoned shit?!
But still I wonder, how to split a stupid hole for happiness??!
And yet anger.



"No, I will kill you! I want to tell those bastards who will lead them to death visit ... "tonight

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Regret

Fear is a strong feeling of not being able to do anything! can not change things or improve them, a puppet Elenoire disgusting, filthy a puppet.





And all I

risfugge hand, the "friends" are always a time of spring flowers in their jeans 46-48 living carefree fall in love and I'm watching as always.
like looking at a tomb which was raised in my body and my heart.
As I look at a photo stolen from a drawer of a strange guy ..
As I look at myself every day and make myself more and more disgusting.

Another extended absence will be the youngest of all my ills.

Kiss M. on the cold stone that you remember.

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'm finally back home "my" and I finished the summer work.

The return was not easy .. For three days I have cleaned my room all I saw all the episodes including this winter but what hurt me most were the T-shirts, shorts, suits ... all small to my eyes today, not to mention my legs now ..

It must be said that with the thousand things I do daily, I make a nice breakfast and then did not touch food until evening, when I relax and sleep .. at least that I can do it a little.

The situation in September is not the best: (but so are things that I already knew)

Jobs found none _

ricevute_ even proposed a curriculum around that

probably will end up in cesso_ a hundred pounds

persi_ perhaps a

Since I came back I never heard him .

Although it is a funny thing happened I have to admit:)

I was moving around in the car in the morning, dressed in strict black glasses well placed in the face ... when I see him cross the strda .. (hem.. I was a bit distracted) and the time invested!

Damn I did ...

vanished, like his posts full of verbs in the future .. bullshit, bullshit as always!

I do not want to see, review, Rivoli, I do not want nothing at all.

What I want now is to find a job, enjoy the winter and disappear in the soft sweaters of the past.

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I apologize if girls do not answer .. forgive me, for me it's always a great joy to read all your post and comment but this last week of work is destroying me.
promise to reappear soon ..


I spend my few free hours to eat like a maniac and throw up everything after.
Just this morning I turned all the pizza by the slice, six shops gulping down two slices to shop .. and then, well I threw up the soul .. so much that blood came out of my mouth, the taste was sweet, very unique, I still hurt, and even more me I am disgusting .. WHAT is happening to me?! WHAT TO EAT ALL THIS
And vomiting?!
not for me, I do not ever, in this week are really exhausted, and vomiting also eat the entrails ... and still not happy after I eat and vomit again .. I do not know do not really know what to do.
But what have I become?
least before I was sure to be a able to keep my mouth shut.
But now I know .. just throw up and suffer for what I do.
I want to go home, I feel good at least for a day.
But where is this happy boy?
tremble too much and die from this burning hell.
What I've become ..

What I've become ?.... here perhaps I recognize myself a little here ..

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First decision: try not to ever go to bed in this condition!

That is, how?!

like crazy hysterical, full of guilt for a mini slice of margherita to betray him and swallow does not reject the moments after.

It 'time to stop these binges .. it's time to take the reins of this body to scatafascio .. why can not we?!

"Even eight pounds" keep telling myself ... and after another eight will be happy, I will be among the stars serene, and if I just do not care, this is MY gilded cage, a gold rotten, and no me can take her.

I delete people's comments I deceive, I persuaded by what I want, I re-set-ta-king the fakery.

I stop myself to be influenced by HIM , thereby relieving the problems in swallowing food .... If I did

with physical activity probably fucked now peserei 45 kg and not the thousands of now.

But no, I still eat good that obese are nothing.

quite right my mother.

Loser.

Loser.

Loser.

Nobody ever love me, put your heart in peace, Helen, and focus on yourself, wanting you to save from all the crap that surrounds you to blossom perhaps permanently.

"Even eight pounds" and then fly high, light, light ..

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A Elenoire like
(would) have a mother,
Getting up in the morning after days of fasting and feel riusucchiare from inside, compact and lightweight,
play bass when he sore stomach, because what comes out is pure pain, often
Smoking, Marlboro, or Pakistani, the important thing is that it is good,
Draw your mental movie in the form of cartoons,
Run, run, run until it can no longer,
Telescoping clothes ever smaller
see his side day by day more and more angular,
Sometimes like vomit when she was bad.

A Elenoire not like
Having a mother that makes you weigh all
see her friends in a serene body of some 30 pounds more than his,
Vomiting when exaggerated,
Feeling pretty damn ugly and inappropriate,
Eating,
The smell of certain foods,
Her body wobbled when he runs,
Feeling used,
Look in the mirror,
dress in clothes ever wider,
bulimic be the last shit on earth.

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Lying under a sky just fun.

again after 11 days of work and imboccherò the highway for the last time the direction of "home."

Damn I expect hell .. My mother prepared me to deal with whether or not they lost weight ----> probably put on weight for her, my "friends" summer full of adventures and happiness thrown him like a torrent of slaps in the face of my being a fucking associale , and the mad and desperate search of a job for the winter .. and besides the research universities by October of next year, and pounds to lose in time to still not feel like an idiot ..

and review the damn man who seems to disappear into nothing and forgotten me like everyone else.

ALL THIS crushed me.

not me .. it makes me sleep like a Turkish smoking and binge all day, as if at work I can not speak because of "my technique to remedy" .. Why can not I be strong?!

All these things are part of life Elenoire, at least you're not a Paraculo at Paris .. but I do not think so>.>

I can only hope to find at least one job, and regain control of myself.

I can only hope to find at least some things like .. I leave the spoon in the usual place,

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All I want is still very far ..

come out is always difficult, even with you.

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I can feel the pressure.

often, I love me pierce the body with needles to insert small pieces of metal farmici changing.

Here.

This is the latest, will a pregnancy of 9 preset months of full recovery, but I already good.

E 'stronger than me .. every month I go to get one, it's like a ritual I do not know, I wake up and choose.

I think maybe all of them to be able to reconnect to a time in my life.

Well the first in the nose in 12 years, was the first ever, of those who were still with the gun in a goldsmith's pain .. absurd and dirty looks in the district .. that was a cutting edge at times! !

Then came the 13-14 .. ears among a dozen piercings in two years I think, in all places,

In my 15 the big hole the lip! What a sight ..

With the 17 that came under your neck for 19 .. and I could not make me miss this one.

So if you have not understood ... I'm a hardware store! ^ _ ^

back to talk about serious things, after my optimism derived from bucarmi often than not, the food I took a little old pace, in the sense that I eat very little and only in the morning, work a lot, with the rule that after six you do not touch food binges limit myself ..

Mah .. I still do not weight, I have not the strength to do so. Saturday I'll wait, trying to optimize the time this week.

As I thought

"ilpunk" not done to say how much .. but I knew it.

Now I just need to wrap up well again and become the queen from the heart of ice. In again.

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And it's all very far away.

it again, and make it better!

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are agitated. Indeed
agitated.
Yesterday I talked about all day with that guy's post the other day .. "ilpunk"
I was in seventh heaven .. really belonging to a single news this Winter will no longer live in my city, but rather in that he studied.
paranoia Mille, a thousand thousand.
I'll see it? I will try? Why do I look? I'll jump? No no .. that NEVER.
And the thought that maybe this Sunday will find me terrifies me.
And if I was wrong? And if I did shudder? If you noticed all this mess?
He always aware of everything ..
God how I miss it ..
I feel so stupid because he and I are nothing.
But it makes me feel special, not that I love him because it should be with myself, absolutely .. but around us create something special.
What to do with me eh? Please
do not hurt me too ..
Do not say you want to see things that are in my heart if you do not want to share with me .. please do not look for me then if you leave in a hurry .. I beg to move away if you just want to get a ride and smoke a cigarette.

"taken away your ass round and your coffee ..

your face, your jealousy .. take it from me .."

For the rest of my weight has dropped again.

THANKS THANKS TO ONE PERSON ONLY.

My mother.

semsso Unbelievable but does not have to insult me \u200b\u200bfor my forms.

Just the other day gave me a book entitled "Losing weight naturally "

But please .. RIDO until I IS A STROKE.

'm 19 years who live with the anguish of a scale that weighs what they are and a mother who tells me everyday how I'm a failure physically , a good fat only abbufarmi and smoking, vomiting, without control, in short, a nullity.

Sometimes I wonder why it should be ok with me .. I'm not the daughter you wanted, there are certainly better in spades. . then why the hell have you designed? I explain it?!

Do not even ask why my weight loss, my ulcer, my stracazzo of all that is killing me.

Fuck.

does not even more sense to talk about you, do not deserve it.

By September I will have my goal and nothing else. And then good-bye to everyone and everything.

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Damn. Breaking things.
Today I have really gone too far.
I got up, ate, and I put everything Elenoire .. big mistake, big mistake, I went to work with the already exhausted and sore jaw, accordingly, this night I binge without being able to forgive.
Why do this?! When I know that makes me feel bad as hell .. you know that tomorrow I have to start over from scratch!
But once I could, without being aware not to eat for months, the minimum required means and fall and fall happy mestesso and fair.
Where the hell are over?
I am not this, I was strong
I do not stop anything or anyone.
But when I'm in the evening, before all the food they sell every day .. I do not stop and shoot something more ... and all work is shattered!
What can I do? Tell me now why you do not know more ..

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odiuo If there is one thing that is going to bed with the weight on the head for not doing quite pleased and it was not good, minute after minute of having to review my mistakes and errors of the day off mei. I prefer to sleep lulled by the physical and mental fatigue rather than put up with this.
insomnia Welcome then!
Will you be my partner tonight ... >.> So tomorrow I get up at six in the morning only ..
I spent a really bad day, I lost control again after a week of good conduct and in more than my balance from the numbers in the true sense of the word! He swings of less than 5 pounds and I SAY FIVE! mica crap within 3 minutes .. so I do not know how much more the pounds in this scrap of the body.

In all this I continue to torture the brain.
I'll never reach my goal within my due date .. ever.
will stay fat forever,
That girl plump red braids has never died. Still hear the laughter of his companions behind, umul the locker room with the perfect mate, feels his mother, his brother cut down the jeans in the dressing room because that is not closed and that shirt is from the sheath. And you still feel the waste of young people and their chants, their wickedness.
will never die, not ever and will always be dimagrirò horrible day by day.
I lost 40 pounds?
not matter.
Now I have a 40?
Bella shit, I'm fat and lonely anyway.
I cut my hair, I tattooed, pierced, drugged, numb, stunned and filled with all the poisons of the world, I was corroded by stomach acids and consumed her nails and hair, but despite these pleasant pastimes keep hearing all the same.
But then it really worth it?
Does it make sense?
I mean?
Mah.
... so I'll go to bed with his throat still burns and I only hope that one day I have the strength and Grina you have all you girls to fight and be strong! I admire you so much ..
Peace love and empathy.

InconcludenteLenoire

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My mind is tired to count count count count, but still tells me .

But my body has not.

fired those last three pounds recovered.

What I hope to become only 5 and then 10.

Now corrode your bones, but you're in the air .. and matters to me. a stream of blowing us out of boredom, and yet everything is wrong, can you imagine .. the ocean between us .. the ocean between us .. So, your bones will corrode .. Yet you are intact, a miracle! a flood of glory bursts with us and even if everything is wrong .. Adorama .

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I want to be too important a day for someone.

's just a stupid post this, but I want to tell all that I will not say NEVER.

I feel so stupid when I read your message and smile.

I'm sick, have not seen you for months.

are etched in my mind all the details and time you can together.

concerts to which you brought me .. Do you remember how you saved me from pogo murderess of punkreas?!

:)

You're my favorite punk.

and minds.

I remember that night when you were just landed from London, the clash with your shirt on, ready to climb in the stage to play all night. That evening I've eaten what I have set in your .. Mraviglioso perfection of meat, of sound.

HAVE A TOUR IN THE HEART OF DOWN FOR A LONG TIME NOW.

The music in the car ... and miles in the evening when I brought home.

Your ridge that challenges the sky, higher and the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

And I like when you look at me and when I speak.

I really like you but you do not you ever know, so I'll never be in Gard handle something like this.

And then who are they kidding, only myself.

You started now.

Six after she hosted a dinner party, irony of ironies that I have not vomited because I was with you.

will come back?

I feel really stupid, of all the things I cling to cuimi I agrappo just to you, that's a stupid girl you are not interested at all unstable.

Yeah.

My days pass all the same. The work is heavy, and recount account without losing an ounce for days now.

Metabolism fucked. But why is not the end all I ask, why?

I feel suffocated, all my efforts are useless, I will always be unwatchable.

Unfortunately, even your eyes.

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19

Happy birthday to me.

Nineteen years.

And all to hear.

19 years and not know what to write .. write all and not write anything. These were days of intense work ... where they lost 5 pounds were recovered half damnation.

Beyond that my thoughts are really empty.

partridge That feeling ... every birthday the same old situation: PC, cigarettes, and the Pixies .. maybe it will be for what they are ... because they are so TEDIATA alone.

not used afeste regaloni birthday and the family, however, before the cemetery of my social life I can only cry.

I would give only wanted one thing.

But did not succeeded, once again I have not been able to make me happy.

I wonder if it still makes sense to continue on this path .. so why not decide for something more than perfunctory?

Giò .. why not .. Instill instill ..

Well, I start to pain me by myself for what I write .. give a tone of glee in this post birthday!

With 19 years I will reach my goal to the end and without a hitch.

People have to live for something right?

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How I reset everything in this moment and start again ALL. Rising
small and perfect.
I'm tired of having to keep up with everything.
Tired of having 18, and the responsibilities of a 60-year-old with three children, tired of running everywhere to live and see my past generation and davnti divertisrsi, fall in love and crecscere.
tired because I do all this reconcile with the food, so fast when YOU CAN NOT TAKE THE CAR TO GO TO WORK AND YOU MUST DO IN HIGHWAY 2 HOURS ... At least you do not want to end it.
Tired of being considered a ippoptamo red and freckled.
Stnaca Ninth true nobody on my side, not to see love in this fucking life you extol all wonderful wonderful but right now I do not see anything.
can not go to university, I can have a normal life .. let alone in September I'll find my dream job. Fuck
princesses fucking , welcome in real life, where many chili's percdi therefore suffers, WHY DO NOT THE ONLY THE EFFORT GOING TO RUN.
And then you say you never smiles? Please
.. by that I laugh until I get a stroke this time.
tired of being used because, after all the evil in some way you have to treat it? And to make it easy to burn calories ends well ..
Tired of always giving everything and believe me the food does not give a damn, those clusters of nasty shit that I trimmed, I will not see, smell or touch .. but to give up living! To continue to look at everything from the usual glass fogged! Just
really ..
I should keep living like this? Vomiting
every bite is the best thing that ever happened to me from a certain point of view, the hunger that I feel I keep thinking of the pain at least I do not think the rest.
We make posters with pictures of my stomach ulcer or acid with a scent of my juices! You slam into the face of all your faith, or as you call it when right-thinking people of hell maybe even your silver-haired darling daughter suffers as a beaten dog.
But with us just do not pay the bills, much less spending or gasoline .. or even with the age that I have. Imagine
with the ideals or the pounds.

All right, let's go on like this force Elenoire!
that you are a ray of sunshine and so tomorrow is always the same fucking day, like the legendary Janis said ...

-3kg

Peace, love and empathy tenetevela well ..