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First decision: try not to ever go to bed in this condition!

That is, how?!

like crazy hysterical, full of guilt for a mini slice of margherita to betray him and swallow does not reject the moments after.

It 'time to stop these binges .. it's time to take the reins of this body to scatafascio .. why can not we?!

"Even eight pounds" keep telling myself ... and after another eight will be happy, I will be among the stars serene, and if I just do not care, this is MY gilded cage, a gold rotten, and no me can take her.

I delete people's comments I deceive, I persuaded by what I want, I re-set-ta-king the fakery.

I stop myself to be influenced by HIM , thereby relieving the problems in swallowing food .... If I did

with physical activity probably fucked now peserei 45 kg and not the thousands of now.

But no, I still eat good that obese are nothing.

quite right my mother.

Loser.

Loser.

Loser.

Nobody ever love me, put your heart in peace, Helen, and focus on yourself, wanting you to save from all the crap that surrounds you to blossom perhaps permanently.

"Even eight pounds" and then fly high, light, light ..

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A Elenoire like
(would) have a mother,
Getting up in the morning after days of fasting and feel riusucchiare from inside, compact and lightweight,
play bass when he sore stomach, because what comes out is pure pain, often
Smoking, Marlboro, or Pakistani, the important thing is that it is good,
Draw your mental movie in the form of cartoons,
Run, run, run until it can no longer,
Telescoping clothes ever smaller
see his side day by day more and more angular,
Sometimes like vomit when she was bad.

A Elenoire not like
Having a mother that makes you weigh all
see her friends in a serene body of some 30 pounds more than his,
Vomiting when exaggerated,
Feeling pretty damn ugly and inappropriate,
Eating,
The smell of certain foods,
Her body wobbled when he runs,
Feeling used,
Look in the mirror,
dress in clothes ever wider,
bulimic be the last shit on earth.

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Lying under a sky just fun.

again after 11 days of work and imboccherò the highway for the last time the direction of "home."

Damn I expect hell .. My mother prepared me to deal with whether or not they lost weight ----> probably put on weight for her, my "friends" summer full of adventures and happiness thrown him like a torrent of slaps in the face of my being a fucking associale , and the mad and desperate search of a job for the winter .. and besides the research universities by October of next year, and pounds to lose in time to still not feel like an idiot ..

and review the damn man who seems to disappear into nothing and forgotten me like everyone else.

ALL THIS crushed me.

not me .. it makes me sleep like a Turkish smoking and binge all day, as if at work I can not speak because of "my technique to remedy" .. Why can not I be strong?!

All these things are part of life Elenoire, at least you're not a Paraculo at Paris .. but I do not think so>.>

I can only hope to find at least one job, and regain control of myself.

I can only hope to find at least some things like .. I leave the spoon in the usual place,

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All I want is still very far ..

come out is always difficult, even with you.

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I can feel the pressure.

often, I love me pierce the body with needles to insert small pieces of metal farmici changing.

Here.

This is the latest, will a pregnancy of 9 preset months of full recovery, but I already good.

E 'stronger than me .. every month I go to get one, it's like a ritual I do not know, I wake up and choose.

I think maybe all of them to be able to reconnect to a time in my life.

Well the first in the nose in 12 years, was the first ever, of those who were still with the gun in a goldsmith's pain .. absurd and dirty looks in the district .. that was a cutting edge at times! !

Then came the 13-14 .. ears among a dozen piercings in two years I think, in all places,

In my 15 the big hole the lip! What a sight ..

With the 17 that came under your neck for 19 .. and I could not make me miss this one.

So if you have not understood ... I'm a hardware store! ^ _ ^

back to talk about serious things, after my optimism derived from bucarmi often than not, the food I took a little old pace, in the sense that I eat very little and only in the morning, work a lot, with the rule that after six you do not touch food binges limit myself ..

Mah .. I still do not weight, I have not the strength to do so. Saturday I'll wait, trying to optimize the time this week.

As I thought

"ilpunk" not done to say how much .. but I knew it.

Now I just need to wrap up well again and become the queen from the heart of ice. In again.

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And it's all very far away.

it again, and make it better!

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are agitated. Indeed
agitated.
Yesterday I talked about all day with that guy's post the other day .. "ilpunk"
I was in seventh heaven .. really belonging to a single news this Winter will no longer live in my city, but rather in that he studied.
paranoia Mille, a thousand thousand.
I'll see it? I will try? Why do I look? I'll jump? No no .. that NEVER.
And the thought that maybe this Sunday will find me terrifies me.
And if I was wrong? And if I did shudder? If you noticed all this mess?
He always aware of everything ..
God how I miss it ..
I feel so stupid because he and I are nothing.
But it makes me feel special, not that I love him because it should be with myself, absolutely .. but around us create something special.
What to do with me eh? Please
do not hurt me too ..
Do not say you want to see things that are in my heart if you do not want to share with me .. please do not look for me then if you leave in a hurry .. I beg to move away if you just want to get a ride and smoke a cigarette.

"taken away your ass round and your coffee ..

your face, your jealousy .. take it from me .."

For the rest of my weight has dropped again.

THANKS THANKS TO ONE PERSON ONLY.

My mother.

semsso Unbelievable but does not have to insult me \u200b\u200bfor my forms.

Just the other day gave me a book entitled "Losing weight naturally "

But please .. RIDO until I IS A STROKE.

'm 19 years who live with the anguish of a scale that weighs what they are and a mother who tells me everyday how I'm a failure physically , a good fat only abbufarmi and smoking, vomiting, without control, in short, a nullity.

Sometimes I wonder why it should be ok with me .. I'm not the daughter you wanted, there are certainly better in spades. . then why the hell have you designed? I explain it?!

Do not even ask why my weight loss, my ulcer, my stracazzo of all that is killing me.

Fuck.

does not even more sense to talk about you, do not deserve it.

By September I will have my goal and nothing else. And then good-bye to everyone and everything.

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Damn. Breaking things.
Today I have really gone too far.
I got up, ate, and I put everything Elenoire .. big mistake, big mistake, I went to work with the already exhausted and sore jaw, accordingly, this night I binge without being able to forgive.
Why do this?! When I know that makes me feel bad as hell .. you know that tomorrow I have to start over from scratch!
But once I could, without being aware not to eat for months, the minimum required means and fall and fall happy mestesso and fair.
Where the hell are over?
I am not this, I was strong
I do not stop anything or anyone.
But when I'm in the evening, before all the food they sell every day .. I do not stop and shoot something more ... and all work is shattered!
What can I do? Tell me now why you do not know more ..

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odiuo If there is one thing that is going to bed with the weight on the head for not doing quite pleased and it was not good, minute after minute of having to review my mistakes and errors of the day off mei. I prefer to sleep lulled by the physical and mental fatigue rather than put up with this.
insomnia Welcome then!
Will you be my partner tonight ... >.> So tomorrow I get up at six in the morning only ..
I spent a really bad day, I lost control again after a week of good conduct and in more than my balance from the numbers in the true sense of the word! He swings of less than 5 pounds and I SAY FIVE! mica crap within 3 minutes .. so I do not know how much more the pounds in this scrap of the body.

In all this I continue to torture the brain.
I'll never reach my goal within my due date .. ever.
will stay fat forever,
That girl plump red braids has never died. Still hear the laughter of his companions behind, umul the locker room with the perfect mate, feels his mother, his brother cut down the jeans in the dressing room because that is not closed and that shirt is from the sheath. And you still feel the waste of young people and their chants, their wickedness.
will never die, not ever and will always be dimagrirò horrible day by day.
I lost 40 pounds?
not matter.
Now I have a 40?
Bella shit, I'm fat and lonely anyway.
I cut my hair, I tattooed, pierced, drugged, numb, stunned and filled with all the poisons of the world, I was corroded by stomach acids and consumed her nails and hair, but despite these pleasant pastimes keep hearing all the same.
But then it really worth it?
Does it make sense?
I mean?
Mah.
... so I'll go to bed with his throat still burns and I only hope that one day I have the strength and Grina you have all you girls to fight and be strong! I admire you so much ..
Peace love and empathy.

InconcludenteLenoire

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My mind is tired to count count count count, but still tells me .

But my body has not.

fired those last three pounds recovered.

What I hope to become only 5 and then 10.

Now corrode your bones, but you're in the air .. and matters to me. a stream of blowing us out of boredom, and yet everything is wrong, can you imagine .. the ocean between us .. the ocean between us .. So, your bones will corrode .. Yet you are intact, a miracle! a flood of glory bursts with us and even if everything is wrong .. Adorama .

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I want to be too important a day for someone.

's just a stupid post this, but I want to tell all that I will not say NEVER.

I feel so stupid when I read your message and smile.

I'm sick, have not seen you for months.

are etched in my mind all the details and time you can together.

concerts to which you brought me .. Do you remember how you saved me from pogo murderess of punkreas?!

:)

You're my favorite punk.

and minds.

I remember that night when you were just landed from London, the clash with your shirt on, ready to climb in the stage to play all night. That evening I've eaten what I have set in your .. Mraviglioso perfection of meat, of sound.

HAVE A TOUR IN THE HEART OF DOWN FOR A LONG TIME NOW.

The music in the car ... and miles in the evening when I brought home.

Your ridge that challenges the sky, higher and the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

And I like when you look at me and when I speak.

I really like you but you do not you ever know, so I'll never be in Gard handle something like this.

And then who are they kidding, only myself.

You started now.

Six after she hosted a dinner party, irony of ironies that I have not vomited because I was with you.

will come back?

I feel really stupid, of all the things I cling to cuimi I agrappo just to you, that's a stupid girl you are not interested at all unstable.

Yeah.

My days pass all the same. The work is heavy, and recount account without losing an ounce for days now.

Metabolism fucked. But why is not the end all I ask, why?

I feel suffocated, all my efforts are useless, I will always be unwatchable.

Unfortunately, even your eyes.

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19

Happy birthday to me.

Nineteen years.

And all to hear.

19 years and not know what to write .. write all and not write anything. These were days of intense work ... where they lost 5 pounds were recovered half damnation.

Beyond that my thoughts are really empty.

partridge That feeling ... every birthday the same old situation: PC, cigarettes, and the Pixies .. maybe it will be for what they are ... because they are so TEDIATA alone.

not used afeste regaloni birthday and the family, however, before the cemetery of my social life I can only cry.

I would give only wanted one thing.

But did not succeeded, once again I have not been able to make me happy.

I wonder if it still makes sense to continue on this path .. so why not decide for something more than perfunctory?

Giò .. why not .. Instill instill ..

Well, I start to pain me by myself for what I write .. give a tone of glee in this post birthday!

With 19 years I will reach my goal to the end and without a hitch.

People have to live for something right?